Of Imperfections ❤

❤ Just Wondering ❤

2012-02-16T13:40:00.000+08:00

If you are going to hope and wish for the best for your family and friends, never try to curse those that you hate for punishments.

Because God, only help those who without evil heart, not those who try to play saint and then curse for bad things to happen on those they hate wtf.

SO,

❤ Just Pictures ❤

2012-01-16T10:02:00.000+08:00


Organiser

Love this. Saved up a lot of space.

Casual RM15 American Flag top

Expected to be wore for 1 to 2 times and the colour will fade wtf. Cheap stuff, what do you expect. But aren't flags are on trend nao??

Tsubaki, Neutrogena Cleansing Lotion

My all time favourite hair shampoo TSUBAKI!!! I swear, just shampoo and no conditioner, I can run my fingers through my rough like your grandmother's skin hair easily. It's a bit expensive though, RM30++ for 550ML. Cleansing lotion is for removing my make ups. Since I have not put on heavy make up anymore, I didn't bother to buy a bottle of this until I realise that I'm 25 this year. Seriously FML.

Pads

Didn't know I have this much of pads until I organising them neatly. O.O

Cleaned Brushes

Cleaning my brushes the other day, because they hadn't been bathing since N months ago. :D Friendly reminder, one should do this every 2-3 days, not 2-3 months. I clean my brushes with Daiso brushes detergent. It's in a pink bottle. Cheap and nice. Better than not cleaning them right?

Eye make

Long time no see eyemake. Haven't been putting up fake lashes for a while. A little bit uncomfortable. Took off after 1 hour.

Daiso junks

RM5 junks. Slippers, hair band and scrublets. In love with scrublet so much recently. According to the beautician, I have a lot of dead skins and clogged pores. But I can't exfoliate them with scrub everyday, so this is the more gentle alternative way to exfoliate. Scrublets are made of soft silicone material. As long as you dont scrub your face as if you're scrubbing your feet, that should be okay. My skin is quite resistant, so I do this every night. Not sure about sensitive skin because I dont have one T.T.

Shoes Bag, Glasses cleaner

Another RM4.99 junks. Need the shoes bag so much because I store my shoes in my room Buahaha.

❤ Life Inspiration ❤

2012-01-09T14:30:00.000+08:00

2012's RESOLUTION : NO. 1

Thought I should share this article. Randomly found on Facebook link that Bossini has shared. People around me and MYSELF recently are getting emotional to some certain extent that I cannot even stand. Few days ago, I realise that life, is all about living at the moment. Yesterdays or last years or even last few minutes were like a dream. All that left are memories. Memories that we usually regret at when it comes to this moment. Yeah, I mean now, present.

So I guess it's time for me and all of us to adjust a little with our emotion and temper.

"I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me."

We don't live to satisfy others' need, same as others don't live to satisfy our desires...

Yeah, this is ONE of the 25 resolutions that I'm gonna make for this YEAR! RAWRRRRRRRR

Alright, since this is a resolution for personality. I wanna/gonna be:
1. More consistent - no more procrastinating and do it immediately
2. Less hating - like stop checking out fatty's blog because she makes me feel stupid. O.O By the way, *unlocks achievement for not reading her blog for alomst 2 months already :D And what do I care anyway?
3. Always be satisfied at what I've got and leave a space for self improvement.
4. Braver - braver in terms of being thick skinned wtf
5. Positive thinkings :D

" Nurse reveals the top 5 regrets people make on their deathbed

For many years I worked in palliative care. My patients were those who had gone home to die. Some incredibly special times were shared. I was with them for the last three to twelve weeks of their lives. People grow a lot when they are faced with their own mortality.

I learnt never to underestimate someone’s capacity for growth. Some changes were phenomenal. Each experienced a variety of emotions, as expected, denial, fear, anger, remorse, more denial and eventually acceptance. Every single patient found their peace before they departed though, every one of them.

When questioned about any regrets they had or anything they would do differently, common themes surfaced again and again. Here are the most common five:

1. I wish I’d had the courage to live a life true to myself, not the life others expected of me.
This was the most common regret of all. When people realize that their life is almost over and look back clearly on it, it is easy to see how many dreams have gone unfulfilled. Most people had not honoured even a half of their dreams and had to die knowing that it was due to choices they had made, or not made.
It is very important to try and honour at least some of your dreams along the way. From the moment that you lose your health, it is too late. Health brings a freedom very few realise, until they no longer have it.

2. I wish I didn’t work so hard.
This came from every male patient that I nursed. They missed their children’s youth and their partner’s companionship. Women also spoke of this regret. But as most were from an older generation, many of the female patients had not been breadwinners. All of the men I nursed deeply regretted spending so much of their lives on the treadmill of a work existence.
By simplifying your lifestyle and making conscious choices along the way, it is possible to not need the income that you think you do. And by creating more space in your life, you become happier and more open to new opportunities, ones more suited to your new lifestyle.

3. I wish I’d had the courage to express my feelings.
Many people suppressed their feelings in order to keep peace with others. As a result, they settled for a mediocre existence and never became who they were truly capable of becoming. Many developed illnesses relating to the bitterness and resentment they carried as a
result.
We cannot control the reactions of others. However, although people may initially react when you change the way you are by speaking honestly, in the end it raises the relationship to a whole new and healthier level. Either that or it releases the unhealthy relationship from your life. Either way, you win.

4. I wish I had stayed in touch with my friends.
Often they would not truly realise the full benefits of old friends until their dying weeks and it was not always possible to track them down. Many had become so caught up in their own lives that they had let golden friendships slip by over the years. There were many deep regrets about not giving friendships the time and effort that they deserved. Everyone misses their friends when they are dying.
It is common for anyone in a busy lifestyle to let friendships slip. But when you are faced with your approaching death, the physical details of life fall away. People do want to get their financial affairs in order if possible. But it is not money or status that holds the true importance for them. They want to get things in order more for the benefit of those they love. Usually though, they are too ill and weary to ever manage this task. It is all comes down to love and relationships in the end.
That is all that remains in the final weeks, love and relationships.

5. I wish that I had let myself be happier.
This is a surprisingly common one. Many did not realise until the end that happiness is a choice. They had stayed stuck in old patterns and habits. The so-called ‘comfort’ of familiarity overflowed into their emotions, as well as their physical lives. Fear of change had them pretending to others, and to their selves, that they were content. When deep within, they longed to laugh properly and have silliness in their life again. When you are on your deathbed, what others think of you is a long way from your mind. How wonderful to be able to let go and smile again, long before you are dying. "

"Life is a choice. It is YOUR life. Choose consciously, choose wisely, choose honestly. Choose happiness"

Original source : Here

❤ Junks ❤

2012-01-05T14:35:00.000+08:00


2012 ❤❤

Cutest table calendar. LOok at the blue whale!! ❤❤Already had my yearly travelling schedule done. This time, to the hot country with the BF. Hopefully he will not stood me up again this time... *crosses fingers

Addict ❤❤

My best Pearl Milk Tea Award goes to OCHADO, Tokyo Street, Pavilion!!! Not this, Gong Cha, KLCC. It's too milky for me.

❤ Inspirations 2012 ❤

2012-01-03T12:44:00.001+08:00

Some random pictures from random websites that I find inspiring...

Source: Random Websites - Lookbook.nu, fuckyeahulzzang, Tumblr etc.

The eye makeup ❤❤

Design ❤❤

Cuteness ❤❤

Styles ❤❤

Ideas ❤❤

❤ Sidebar and Pictures ❤

2011-12-27T01:38:00.000+08:00

Just added a new sidebar to list out movies that I've watched. Always wanted to do this but had not make a move. Can't manage to collect all the memories of movies that I've watched before, so just start with November 2011. Have the sudden urge to jotting down everything that happened. Oh gosh, I think I started to afraid of being old and losing memories.

It's rare that I'm still up at this hour. Mainly because of I am on leave tomorrow. Ho Ho Ho. Well Jenny as well applied for leave and we will be going for New Year/ Sale shopping tomorrow. Well we didnt let anyone know because technically, we can't be having day off on the same day. But we decide to rebel for once.

Have been editing erm combining pictures of our trip to GZ and HK. It's hard man. My intention to combine them all is because I'm too lazy to edit and post them one by one. So, without Photoshop, thanks to Meitu XiuXiu that I'm able to do this. =x

Some lovely pictures here (not all).

That's all for today!!

❤ 2012 Resolutions ❤

2011-12-26T16:29:00.000+08:00

That awkward moment when you realised that in not more than 10 days, it's another new year.

Few days ago, woke up in a blurry morning and thinking to myself that "OMG, this year is going to end, and I haven't done anything useful for myself at ALL. Not even successfully losing weight!!"

I went through the agony helplessly throughout the day. My mood gone down to ZERO and I thought I'm really useless and wasted the one whole year.

Well... maybe not.

As I was on my way to sis' work place, I took out my phone and start typing on memopad. Yeah... new year resolutions. My yearly core/plans. Great plan but never follow accordantly or achieved.

I listed the resolution aggressively on the phone memopad and hell yeah, I do have a lot of stuffs need to improve/do.

So instead of posting one full list, I think I'm going to separate them into few different post so I can elaborate more on how I will do it and to strengthen the determination. Also for a better understanding to myself!

"Oh dear girl it's time to grow up and be more responsible to yourself" what I heard from Mother of God.

Next year I'll be 25. So alright, there're 25 most important things that I'm going to achieve. Well, the rest will be not so important things but just to improve and in order to leave myself without regret at the end of NEXT year.

So hopefully I will be regret-free and welcome year 2013 with an open heart and smiley face. And in 2013 I'll be 26 FML T_T

❤ Like a Philosoraptor ❤

2011-12-22T23:16:00.000+08:00

That awkward moment when you realised that you yourself are the biggest enemy of your own soul.

A little feelings here to share.

Looking back at the old drafted posts.

I used to be more sentimental, more.. feelings and more lively more like a human...

Picture of the day - Chinese's last festival of the year, winter solstice (Dong Zhi in Mandarin)

I'm counting down for new year, as a preparation.

I'm going to take and post a picture for this few days until new year. It's gonna be meaningful when I look back in the future. :)

❤ JUST WONDERING POST❤

2011-12-07T12:11:00.000+08:00

Dear Fatty,

You are so low at your speech, your writings, your boyfriend, your lifestyle, your personality and everything of yours.

But Y U NO choose LOW FAT FOOD???

My first meme that I dedicated to Fatty.

❤ Work Out ❤

2011-12-02T14:42:00.001+08:00

I iz getting FAT!!!
Tried out the cycling class at the gym after getting 100 confirmations from my boyfriend whether it's tiring or not. Well of course, he said NO, it's not tiring AT ALL.

LIES!!!!

My arms were almost amputated and I think I've got some bruises on my butts.

Well. overall, I'm kinda like it. I was sweating like pig which is good because I don't know how to survive in a fat body like now. I think I'm almost hit 48 kg or more. Wu wu. Will off to gym later for this cycling class today :D Hopefully cycle out more fats and meet Domie Tai tomorrow in a perfect shape @_@"

Gonna have the FIRST ever body check up tomorrow T____________________T

FML yeah, I've never had any check up before mainly because I was damn kiamsiap and I thought I'm healthy enough to have a check up. You know, regular exercises and NOT-REALLY-A-LOT of unhealthy food.

Anyway it's a compulsory yearly medical checkup for my company, so we must go :<

That's good anyway, to test if I'm infected with HIV or not. But I should reassure about that because my boyfriend never pay for a whore buahhahhahhaa

❤ Magical World - 29th October 2011❤

2011-11-06T16:21:00.001+08:00

We were there in Hong Kong Disneyland ^0^

*Picture taken by some lengzai worker in Disneyland near the entrance ❤*

We and the signature minnie bows on our head ❤.❤

This time, I was here with mah bestest friends on the universe *brags

We were so happy like a child.

Meeting our favourite characters and all the nice people ❤❤❤❤❤

We were saying that, how good if the real world full of nice people like in Disneyland.

Even the janitors got free gifts for us *cries

Disney theme songs were playing along the streets that create the real magical world.

Ahhh~~ I wanna die in there...

~ A whole new world ~~~~~~~~~

❤ JUST WONDERING POST❤

2011-11-05T11:11:00.000+08:00

Aren't you tired of bragging and copying?

*JUST WONDERING*

❤ Picture ❤

2011-11-04T14:06:00.000+08:00

This is a picture post.

From the left- Misa, Domie and me.

At Grand Continental Service Apartment.

1st day at Guangzhou. We were too tired to go exploring the city. So took some time to take a picture like this.

We called this Hiao Pose. @_@

We didnt know we could do this too. It was shooo hardddd anyway!!

We've got some CURVES!!

Ran through and fro from camera to window to get the best pose wtf.

This is what girls do when they hang out together alone without guys.

Outta your expectations.

Dont pray pray!!

❤ The Greatest ❤

2011-11-03T14:20:00.001+08:00

Back from a great vacation, but I don't feel rejuvenating. :X I want more holiday and vacation!!

A great vacation matters when you are spending with the right persons. In a new place and we laughed at every single thing. Sharing the inside jokes, viewing the same scenes, and going through the hard time :x

I miss my travelling pals...

One of my greatest trips :)

❤ Taylor Lovener ❤

2011-10-01T12:47:00.000+08:00

TAYLOR!!!! and his abs *drooling I wanna squeeze those things.

Im feeling like pedophile when I found out that I'm sexually attracted to Taylor Lautner after watching Twilight episodes. He is just a ~~KID~~ teenager! But with great body and voice, I dunno.

HA HA HA!!!

I'm dying to watch Abduction ever since it's showing until last night when I finally got a free ticket from Ms. Piggy *stinginess.

Ran into the cinema hall and forget about dinner though I was hungry like fuck for not missing any single scene of it not even 1 second *exeggerated

Actually the movie was just fine but Taylor was great. I mean, his look beats anything BUAHAHAHAHA.

Anyway, 1 thing I don't understand is, the female lead actress, Lily Collins who plays Karen's eyebrows...

I mean, WHAT HAPPENED?

Familiar??

MOTHER OF GOD

Read At No Risk: Not Offensive :D

2011-09-29T17:29:00.002+08:00

I don't know what to start with ( Best starting point ever).

I mean, I wanna say that, I have lost my memories.

HA HA HA

You know, I'm just kidding.

I mean, I'm completely losing my mind @_@ a.k.a losing my memories? HA HA HA Alright enough craps.

Well, I stumbled accross one of my close friend's blog. HA HA HA I'm a good online digger. I dig everything online okay. Don't try to hide anything from me, because!!!!! SOON I will found them Soon.jpg.

Okay la, that's not the point. The point is, everybody gets emo #FirstWorldProblem

And blog is the best listener because we are all #ForeverAlone. Hey, wait, what if we gather all the Forever Alone and form a large group. WE ARE NO LONGER ALONE *Trolling

Then I went through my old blog post. Reminiscence hit me hard! I'm kinda missing my old times though I hated them during that present time. I don't know. I lost and gain new friends all the way until today. I mean, I lost 1 friend and gain friends. But athough it's just 1, it completely changed my life. I learned a lot from this friendship, perhaps, we are not meant to be friend. I guess it's the feng shui thing @_@ wtf?

I've never cut the ties with anyone so intentionally except losing contacts but after a few years, we're still able to contact each other.

That's because I've never met such wicked person. Flash back, everything she did to me, I should have cut the ties earlier instead of waiting till recently. Her boycotting, her evil plans and how she talk bout me behind my back. I even blogged about how she had treated me when I decided to end our friendship. However, something pulled me back to forgive her for God's sake.

I guess she has been asking why for a milion times. At the end, I chose to trust SH although until recently she never do anything evil at me. That's just because, I see the old me in SH's position & situation back to college time. Yeah I'm revengeful wtf. Actually I don't really care how SH and her bf behave like. That's their matter. What I care is the fairness. Amd I said that before, I don't mind if I left just ONE freaking friend on earth, if only he/she is a true friend. TAKE THAT!

SH has never saying a single thing, until I asked her personally in phone. Just because I want to know if everything is true. There I know I was so blinded!

If leaving one bad friend is wrong, I'm ready to take that sin and burn in hell with an open arms. But if leaving a person who I'm happy with, no suspicion and offguard all the time is right, I will not happy even if I'm in the heaven sitting on a golden chair (what a description).

There, there...

I stalked her blog to just to see what she's been up too until last few months. And everything I read, I got raged and then feeling funny =_________="" Im just wondering, why is she still so damn grumpy? And also I reread her old blog post, it's almost like a cycle how she had gone with her friends. I mean, ex friends. Of course, some of the posts about us are quite offensive, such as cursing our flight to crash, criticising people who work in KL are useless (her brother works in KL too, and some still back in her kampung), showing off her fake LV and talking about Coach bags that are not really luxurious bag. Wonder if she know what high end goods really are? Louis Vuitton? Can she spells it right or pronounce it correctly? Where does Coach originally from?And what's the point of using a designer bag?

I stalked her blog until 1 day she added the application FeedJits, a tracker for visitors (probably copied from my blog too cuz she's not tech savvy burhurhur) then I stopped wtf. Cuz I want face. AHAAHAHAHAAH Besides want my face, I'm also clearly knew that, I don't have to read a single thing about her anymore. She's no longer a friend of mine, not even a stranger that I follow on blogs, also if I continue reading her blog, I can't spell correctly and my English would be worser than now =_____=. Alright, now I no longer wanting my face because I have been honest that I stalked her T___T (left skull, no more skins).

I guess, I'm no longer hate her nor care about what she's doing now. That's such a relief. Yala though I'm writing these blablabla. These are just my feelings during some sentimental moment. Since it's been a long time I havent blogged.

Anyway, I just wanna say that, lessons that I have learned from this sunken fwenship;

Not to be evil even when the ship sunk:

I strongly believed in karma.

Things such as,

Road accidents rates are so much higher than air accident rates, almost 0%.
Car get stolen when you show off too much.
Never slim down when you laugh at people with pimples on the face (1 single flaw when the rest of them is so damn hot, admit it!)
Got halau by landlord, because you halau-ed your own friend.
Got backstabbed by your ex landlord saying that you are just jealous at your friend.
Bad English.
List goes on

Just, do some good deeds, good things will come to you. Like, get a good husband that wont yell at you even when you rub your foot on his face.

HELLO HUMAN!!

2011-09-29T14:30:00.003+08:00

I'M LIFELESS. I AM A BLOG.

LOVE,
BLOG

❤ Ogenki Desuka!! ❤

2011-09-12T09:37:00.000+08:00

o_o It's been a long long time since I last updated my blog.

Blog-once-a-week project failed max. #FAIL

I don't know what I was busy about.I just don't have the time to sit down and blog properly. -_______-

Or I guess I have lost the interest of writing.

Since I can't squeeze out more exquisite words because I'm lacking of reading these days =<

And BLOGGER has CHANGED!!! *Surprise whale face

So this is another testing blog on the new functions -___-""

Be right back!

❤ Coke ❤

2011-08-21T23:23:00.000+08:00

While I was cleaning up my junks last week, I noticed these Coke cans that sat on my table for SO LONG.

They were all dusty and so until I cleaned them up.

Wuts so special with the cans. Actually nothing's special. HA HA

Anyway, it's the Olympic version of Coke can (sounds like cocaine) which I bought from Hongkong.

There were four of them actually, but the rest were dumped by the custom during immigration. JUST. RIGHT. IN. FRONT. OF. MY. EYES.

My heart broke a bit.

Luckily I could save the other two empty cans.

The volume is slightly taller than the coke that we have in Malaysia. =D

Malaysia cokes, Y U NO taller???

❤ My 123829th Slimming Project ❤

2011-08-21T22:57:00.001+08:00

Just made a bloody slimming menu for myself.

Shared it with Peggy-chan, because I need someone to accompany me to accomplish my bloody plan.

I'm gonna share it here too.

Some of the food were restricted by my beautician. She cannot tahan my clogged and huge pores :( Why wor...wuwuuwuw

Pork cannot eat, Milo cannot drink =____________= Oh dear God, just take away my life...

Oh by the way, we made a conclusion too, on diet equals to no life as well.. Oh Dear God why did you create fats!

❤ Favicon フェヴィコン ❤

2011-08-18T16:21:00.000+08:00

Tada...

Finally the favicon appeared on my browser.

Randomly stolen some Hello Kitty head on Google and uploaded it.

❤ なう❤

2011-08-17T10:26:00.005+08:00

Updates 2:
My new vintage blog. WHAT . Not meh. Brown is the new pink. Brown iz Vintage ma...

Updates:

Changed blog background! It's so much brighter now. Though the font colours are not matching like a crazy bitch. I can't do that much while Im at work! =<

By the way, the Kumatan bear bacground is stolen from WC official webby. HOPEFULLY THEY WONT CHARGE ME ON PATENT INFRINGEMENT OR WHATEVER INFRINGEMENT LA * Prays hard to God. I am POOR and haz no money to pay

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なう＝ Na U = Now

Actually I have no idea why all the Japanese blogger likes to put Nau as their blog title.

Is it means what happens at "NOW" or do they just meant "Currently"?

@_________@

Whatever. Because title of a blog post is something that not really appealing and everybody hates it. RIGHT RIGHT RIGHT.

So I failed my Blog-Once-A-Week practice (*￣Oﾉ￣*) Guess I have not work hard for the preparation of Alzheimer's Disease =<

The time that triggers my blogging mood the most is during shower. But how is it possible for me to move my lappy and blog inside the bathroom? ( °д°)

Anyway, my eldest brother and family will be visiting us on the 29th Aug.

Excited max!!! Can't wait to see my nephew and niece (^з^)-☆Chu!!

❤ Hello Dearie ❤

2011-08-09T17:35:00.000+08:00

"Wars do not end wars"

I used to use violence to stop violence.

T'was so wrong. Why did I never realise, the king of the forest will not give a fuck to a wild boar who constantly making noises?

2011-08-08T13:37:00.000+08:00

I spent my lunch time surfing on FB just now.

Suddenly my Lindy Ling commented on her ex's wall post. It brightens my day =.="

She is so heartbroken, yet never failed to be so ngiao ji. I laughed and tweeted her. Then she told me that she has deleted WTF.

This is her.

I knew it. This is the things that I don't wanna see the most. She got dumped wtf

She is a girl who committed so much once she's in her relationship.

She can't see anyone except her bf, NOT EVEN ME FFFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUU.

But everytime when I thought I no longer have this BFF because the boys had taken place replacing me FFFFFFUUUUUUUUU boys!

She will cry and turning at me saying she's broke up WTF =.="""

That moment my heart breaks, and it breaks twice cuz she got dumped twice.

And I know, I will never given up on her. Not a moment until she get married.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don't turn around and tell me you divorced.

I will say, it's best if you shave all your hair and be a female monk (what's that called in English?)

2011-08-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

Haro Blog Blog,

Imma start the passion of blogging like few years ago. Imma jot down every ups and downs of my life (In case of Alzheimer's Disease). I'll at least update once a week so that people who loves me and doesn't love me can know what had happened to me.

At least people who loves me will be happy to see that I'm still alive. As for people who doesn't love me, will also be very happy if I died.

Sorekara...

Till then!

Jya ne <3

I KNOW! My Precious One ❤

2011-07-19T11:00:00.000+08:00

My babe is heartbroken once again.

Little does she know, that breaks mine too.

Back to few years ago, I'll sit beside her and bitch about her ex, fuck them with words and destroy them on Facebook or Twitter.

But today, we're all grown up (PROUD). I no longer do such stupid things though I reaaaaaalllllllllllllllllyyyyyyyyyyyy dulan at that stupid guy.

Instead, I asked her to stand tough. Other than that, I can't do anything else except morally support.

Dear Babe,

I knew that months wont heal you or maybe not even years.

I knew that this guy will be the one who carved the deepest wound in your heart.

~~Wound turns into scar, scar turns into ugly skin, ugly skin will needs Bio-Oil!~~

I can see that you gave ALL your ~~fucking~~ hopes and faiths on him.

Yet, he never keep it cuz he's ~~a bastard~~ no longer interested in you.

Everyone said that you're lucky to find out earlier than ever.

But I know you wouldn't think like that. You hope that you would never knew about this. You rather have yourself blinded, and never see a side of him like that.

Haih, think I don't know you meh.

I know you're sick of hearing "ala things changed, we have to accept the fact. FACT IS FUCKING FACT. ACCEPT THE WTF DESTINY bla bla bla"

I'm sick of those too, and they never help. Not even once.

So I'm not going to tell you that, but I'll tell you

I KNOW!!!!

WO DONG!!!

WAKATTA!!!

AKU TAUK!!!

I KNOW WHAT YOU'VE GONE THROUGH!!!!!!!!!!

LET'S GET THROUGH THIS TOGETHER!!! LET IT MONTHS OR YEARS, I'LL BE WITH YOU UNTIL YOU GET MARRIED TO THE RIGHT GUY ONE DAY. Then you can change the Facebook relationship status. =D

WHO SAYS MY BABE IS NOT PRETTY GIRLLLLLLLLL??????????????

THAT'S BECAUSE YOU'RE BLIND! BITCHESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

P/S: I risk my bowl rice to blog this for you. You better be touched and heal by 1cm now!

☆ ユニグロ　の　ミニ　ちゃん　Ｔ－しゃつ☆

2011-05-17T21:00:00.000+08:00

Minnie T-Shirt from Uniqlo. A gift from my sis.

She bought it from Uniqulo in Singapore at only SGD 9.90. Uniqlo always have crazy sales at different department. I remember that I found a pants for only RM24.90 but too bad, I didn't bring a wallet. FML.

Discovered a new technique to camwhore. Thighs look so much smaller if you bent this way to take a picture. Can get big eyes as well. HAAHHAAH and a crooked chin like mine. Seriously need surgeries on nose, chin and cheek a.k.a entire face.

☆ ネイール Manicure At Snips ☆

2011-05-16T19:41:00.002+08:00

Cute le? HAHHAHAAHHA. Some of you must be red eyed. Kidding kidding.

The picture above was stolen from Nana Suzuki's blog.

Went for manicure the other day at Snips. First time in my life, what a shame. Somehow, I got addicted. Wanna go for second time, and this time Imma have pedicure. Noticed how ugly my toe nails are after I did the manicure.

Anyway, here is the real ugly manicure that I've done in Snips.

It's pink. BUT PEARL PINK!! I no like okay. What I wanted is like what Na-chan had (1st Pic). Because that's my 1st time, I dare not request a lot cuz I was afraid that the girl might cut off my fingers. Plus my fingernails were too short to do a design, thus they do look like shells (TωT). Added some bling bling for illusion effects.

This whole set cost me Rm33 and they done it in 20 minutes. The Snips that I went was located in Cheras Leisure Mall ground floor (some berry isolated corner). Remember to request more or tell them exactly what you want. You don't want your nails turn out like sea shells right? ヾ(＠＾(∞)＾＠)ノ

☆ Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Lip Moisturiser☆

2011-05-14T22:12:00.000+08:00

Here's where normally I pour my monthly salary at...

Love Hada Labo's product. Love its affordable products and lovely packing. Hada Labo Lip Moisturiser can be bought from Watson or Guardian at only Rm 19.90. The stick look very simple and classy. kekeke.

Keep my lips moisturise well although I don't really like the oily feeling on my lips. But lips could grow horrible wrinkles! So must prevent before you see extra lines on your lips! Additional idea, it could prevent chapped lips too. You know how ugly a chapped lips like right? No fragrances or colour added, should be fine for sensitive lips.

From product label:

Hada Labo Lip Moisturiser could hold up to 10 hours of moisture retention.

From my own opinion:

Up to 10 hours is quite impossible cuz once I accidentally wiped if off my lips, I must immediately re-apply or otherwise I'll feel dry on my lips.

❤　ドミ　ちゃｎ　❤

2011-05-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

誕生日はおめでとう～

Kinda stress with my work.

I'm doubting if it's the heavy workload, or I'm really that inefficient.

I hate pending jobs. REALLY REALLY kirai desune!!

Perhaps I shouldn't blog now.

But this is one of the way to release the chemical yang bertoxic inside me.

Cuz I don't want to waste my collagen by creating more lines on my forehead t(o_o)t

Collagen Day #2

2011-05-04T08:04:00.000+08:00

Wee.

Woke up at 630am to poopoo.

I think this is the effect of the collagen.

Therefore, I have flat tummy today. *Happy

☆ Lennox Firm Up Low Molecule Collagen Drink ☆

2011-05-02T19:44:00.000+08:00

As titled, I bought myself a collagen drink after few weeks of research on the web. Still, I don't know which collagen is better but I chosen Lennox Firm Up collagen.

For the reason of,

its big ass bottle~

Super cute okay. I love big things, while my sis loves miniature stuff.

Why collagen? Because it's never too late to prevent wrinkles! I started to have fine lines on my forehead and that freaks me out! Must be the after effect of frowning my forehead during applying eyeliners. Haih...

Don't know if this works or not. Nehmind la, just try. Will do a review after 24 days, as the big Lennox contains 24 bottles x 50ml. Best take before sleep wor (something I read from the internet). RM135 for 24 bottles worth a try. You know, Botox is not cheap le.

Created a new playground for myself too.

Full length mirror~~

After so many years, I owned a full length mirror. Just for Rm25.90, I hesitated for years. What had gotten into me for the past few years, I'm still wondering.

Happy die although the mirror reflected my legs like tree trunks. T__T

Slimming project 2011 starts again. My target still the same. 41-43 kg. In my dream.

That's the standard weight for my height in Popteen le. Perhaps, still too heavy. Haih. Why do I born this way.

I'm serious this time! Because I'm so ready for my trip to Guang Zhou, Hong Kong and Shen Zhen with my babes. Must have prepare many different outfits and take lotsa beatifool picture with them ^0^V

Jya! Work for money tomorrow. Holiday ends soon.

2011-03-30T23:57:00.000+08:00

Depression has gotten worse.

Why do I feel isolated all the time?

I'm so tired of being nice.

Putting all the effort to care but no appreciation in return.

Tired of a relationship that controlled by his family.

Old same routine everyday.

Lesser communication.

Reading annoying facebook statuses.

Hate childish people who doesn't know about love yet talk like they have the experience of being in love for 20 years.

Sick of life!

So fucking meaningless.

It's so easy to create a life yet hard to keep!

At The Age Of Twenty - Three & A Half

2011-03-24T08:53:00.000+08:00

Going to hit 24 soon!

When I was 18, I would wonder what's it like when I hit 24. Now I get it. Nothing is what it's like. I have no car, no promised career, and no own apartment.

Working from 9-6 for the sake of living.

I love traveling, but I can't afford. I'm only allowed to travel like once in every two years?

Working life has been dull.

So is my love life. No sweet things happen, no quarrel, no waves. Shit! I'm gonna make it as interesting as possible.

Sitting at my desk now, waiting for time to pass. I wonder why they have to let me come to work 2 weeks before the girl that I'm replacing leave. Basically I have nothing to do. Only filing and watching her doing her jobs. And waiting for 535pm. The people here are quite friendly, except a girl who looks like my ex's sister. Of course my ex's sis is friendlier than her. But hell, they really look alike!! @_@

All that I can do now is waiting.

Waiting for March 26, Japanese Language exam.

Waiting for April 2, Genting trip with baby. He got a free room in Resort Hotel!! Have been too Genting like dunno how many times, but never stay in a better hotel wtf.

Waiting for April 15, Lindy Ling's visiting!!

Waiting for holidays that fall on the weekend so I can grab a ticket and fly to Singapore to meet my dearests...

Waiting for the end of the month, so that I can get my salary and keep it for my Guangzhou trip at this year end!

Waiting for Japanese night class, so that I will be able to speak broken Japanese ASAP.

Ahhh....I have hopes now...I have a life finally...

By the way, buffet dinner at Jogoya tonight with family. For sis' birthday! =)

Jya ne!

Negativity ~

2011-03-01T11:36:00.000+08:00

Emotional me iz back.

I'm so lost.

I'm getting lost day by day.

I have lost the interest of pampering myself with stuffs.

I have lost the interest in planning for my own future.

I have no intention to tell anyone what I've been thinking all this while.

I'm also lost the spirit to fight back for the rights that I'm supposed to have..

I just want to gather everything and keeping inside there.

I am so so lost...

~ ヘア ~

2011-02-25T12:40:00.000+08:00

Hello Bloggie~!

Chopped off 5 inches of my long hair.

It's shoulder length now!

Me in my Hello Kitty pj.

My brother said I look fat in short hair wtf.

Truths are always cruel...

New year, so Imma change new font colour! Purple~

じゃね～

❤120110❤

2011-01-12T19:01:00.001+08:00

It's such a bonus that I have the chance to go back earlier than my bf.
As usual, I hid when I saw him walk out from the lift. Just a ritual, to give each other surprise. Although we both have seen each other. Still, stupidly we loved to play Hide N Seek with each other.

Sitting in the car, and holding an ice cream in our hands. It's been so long since I last ate a Vanilla flavour Cornetto. That was nice!

Walking out from the lift of the apartment, I took a glance at his face. It wasn't a handsome face, God knows that. But it's a face which is really familiar to me. A face like I've been with him for forever. A face that I can't take for granted. A face that has no replacement.

I know it's such a long time that I haven't take a good look at him. So so long.

And pop! It's 1 year and 6 months and still counting.

I was thinking,

How time has fly...
But nevermind...
It fails to take that feeling away from me...
Because the love is solid...

★ New Year Resolution? ★

2011-01-07T23:10:00.000+08:00

At each new year, I'll have plan from A-Z floating in my mind.

But this year, I have no plan and my mind is still blank.

Losing the directions and the passions of planning, living and fighting each day.

Dear passions...

Please find your way back to me as soon as possible. I need you to keep on living on this earth.

Love,

SopSop

❤ It's Just A Cycle ❤

2010-12-18T23:54:00.000+08:00

Catching and chasing are not tiring...

I say..what's tiring...not doing anything is tiring...

Of Imperfections ❤

2010-12-16T01:15:00.000+08:00

It's midnight, and I'm really tired. I don't enjoy this at all. Staying up late.

Compare to the old me, I've been changing too much. Too much that I almost couldn't recognise myself.

I would say this is the best thing I've done so far, for me, myself.

A recent me, could overcome anger easily. Could calm myself after a 5 minutes of grumpiness. Even when there's someone trying to wreck up my jealousy or anger, I controlled. But on the other side of this, I'm wondering, why on earth can someone do this to people who they know. I don't find hurting someone's feeling is funny and a thing that you can do it proudly. Forever not that this person will ever know that their today's acts, caused a stronger me tomorrow especially when you they have NOTHING to compare to me. And there's always a thing call karma... kekke

The strongest wall of protection - learn to accept and distill something that shouldn't stay with you.

So~, as for these bad pigs....I have nothing to tell...because you don't worth my advices....not anymore...

Fak Mai Laif

2010-12-02T17:07:00.000+08:00

Hello!! It's me!! Yeah me~

How can it be THIS silent in an office!

I really really can't imagine.

I hope I can take a video and showing my friends.

There are currently 9 people in the office. But it's just soooooo soooooo silent T_T"

I wonder why~ I wonder how~

I will turn mute if I stay any longer in here...

3 months...that's the maximum time I'm giving myself.

3 months here and I'll "pit"~

★Once Upon a Time★

2010-11-22T00:45:00.000+08:00

Just back from work. Yeah FML. At 12am in the morning then continue working tomorrow at 9.

But actually I feel fine. Maybe there's no one in the office except my director and I. It's not fun to have a workaholic director especially when I'm her PA. @_@

Anyway, I dunno why I was kinda enjoying it. Siao, I must be siao!!

Nolar, I guess I just wish to learn more things from her. Although she's a little too slow and always late for appointments. But I like her aggressiveness. The way she talks is really confident. A very brave girl. When can I reach that level. I wish, in my dream. hur hur.

Just a short update. Oh yeah, 1 week to go before confirmation. Wish me luck!!

Hello RM2k. We're near to each other!! Mucks.... And I have a lot of debts to clear =D

★十一月★

2010-10-31T03:08:00.000+08:00

こんにちわ　みなさん。。

しばらくですね!

お元気　ですか。

Open your eyes big big and look at the calendar. IT'S THE FREAKING NOVEMBER 2010!!

I am wondering. Time pasts faster when you gets older? Izzat true?

It's the end of the year. Means, deadlines deadlines deadlines~ And I'll be dead.

I have a lot of things to do before deadlines. It's better to list out otherwise I'll never remember again.

1. 13 December - Knowledge Management deadline.

2. 15 November - PBR deadline. 1st day of new job.

3. Have to get everything done by next week for my current company.

4. Get an eyeliner. I've been using green eyeliner at the moment, FML.

5. Hair cut!

6. Hair rebonding!Once a year, not too much la.

7. Hair dye!

8. Weight loss.

9. Some good outfits for new job. Must look good already.

10. 13 November - Jap class shiken!!! Die la me. 試験（SHIKEN) means Test. Have to practice Hiragana like hell and Grammar of Jap lang. I want to get 100%. Fukushu fukushu non stop fukushu~

◆◇ She's In Trouble ◆◇

2010-10-28T11:11:00.000+08:00

If only I'm not a person who asks for too much.

Had this deep thought during 2 weeks of leave. I've got tired of working and studying life, so I requested for 2 weeks unpaid leave. Another reason, I'm annoyed by the company that without any management system, a boss who shouts at his co-workers as he like and a woman who constantly denied that she's the leader, but acts like a leader all the time.

Bored.

My heart wasn't there anymore...

There's no point to stay. I won't have any better achievement anymore.

As for academic part.

I'm facing a big problem. When it almost comes to an end, things get hair wired...

As saying, all the graduates happily waving goodbyes to their finally ended student life, little did they know, it's actually the starting of nightmares. Nightmare of their whole life.

The lucky ones would get a good job, own a car, a house or an apartment.

Whereas the unlucky ones would have to bear the loans. Make it study loan or car loan. All have to be paid at the end of every month with their hard earn yet very little salary.

Oh god... Is this life? This is life, isn't it?

I hope positivity can lead me to go through the current obstacles.

I believe keep telling myself the worst will only make things worse. Everything worth a try.

Now I will plan how to get everything back into place. Started with a list and my next task. In this way, everything will be solved on time, don't you think so?

☆一緒にShoppingを行きませんか☆

2010-10-10T17:19:00.000+08:00

Let's shopping together, shall we? HAHAHA That's what I've just learned from this week's Jap class =_= Gotta insert some Japanese frequently, or else, I will forget about everything I've just learn like 2 minutes ago.

As usual, after class, we went shopping, AGAIN! Rinko chan is one of my favourite shopping partners after Lindy chan. She is getting vain also!!

2nd time this week. I'm already broke like a beggar, yet I can't resist to buy some useless outfits and stuffs. T_T

Even if I eat grass for the rest of the days, no one will feeling sad for me. Cuz ngo ji gei lo lei geh I know.

These are what I'd got for myself in this two weeks. HEHEHEEHE.

High waist 3-suku trouser. Can hardly seeing me wearing a pants liddat, but this one is too cute. Although not really good on the fat me. So Imma try my best to get slimmer to fit in.

I love the lining and the ribbon at the waist. Must stuck in your shirt wan!

Simple top to match my skirt. Dunch play play. It has a transparent back okie. Can see my sexy back already ^O ^

They seems like a perfect match too ^o^

High waist tulip floral skirt =D Rm9.90 only. From Farenheit 88 ^o^ Nothing different from what they sell in Kitschen and Nichii. But their price is like times 3 and 4.

This piece looks like a clump of useless fabrics but surprisingly creates a sexy feel when wear it on. Same thing. Must be super slim only will look good T_T

Hello Kitty ring *melts. So kiut right. HEHEHE. Rinko chan has it too.

My least favourite item and the most expensive among the items I bought. Rinko chan has it either. The items above are at the range in between RM10-RM30. But this dotted pyjamas cost me RM55.90. The price is ok, but just not one of the favourite pieces.

Ja!! Time to continue with the FYP haih....

★Silky Girl Lip Gloss★

2010-10-03T14:45:00.000+08:00

Was attracted by its colour, Sweet Pink and design of the tube. I decided to buy it before looking at the price. This is a super cheap lipgloss from SilkyGirl that cost RM9.90 only. I was shocked. Where to get such cheap lip gloss ahh? I've never bought any lip gloss or lipstick of Silky Girl. Guess it's time for me notice stuffs of Silky Girl. =P

Before attending Jap Language Class ^_^.No fake lashes day. Makes my eyes and my mind relax like 50 times more relax.

Not a fan of lip gloss cuz it creates sticky feeling all the time. And never take the effort to reapply it after eaten everything on my lips. Hurhurhur.

Went to shop at a newly opened shopping mall, Fahrenheit 88. Love there cuz not crowded and the outfits there are trendier, I mean classier than those in Sg.Wang. The only limitation is, 60% of the shops are open. The rest are still under renovation. @_@

Learned new sentence from Jap Class.

私は昨日Guardian でLip Gloss を買いました。
Watashiwa kinô Guardian de Lip Gloss o kaimashita.
I bought a lipgloss from Guardian yesterday.

❤大好きな～❤

2010-09-28T12:35:00.000+08:00

なちゃん　の　ブログ。

Ain't she adorable? Not?　

I can achieve this look.

After 10 times of plastic surgeries.

Maybe 15。。。

＞＿＜

◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇

2010-09-27T15:28:00.001+08:00

I miss her =(

★ がんばってよ！！ ★

2010-09-27T09:07:00.000+08:00

こんにちわ　皆さん！

I hereby announce that I have lose 1kg after a week of Kinohimitsu J'pan Bodyslen + Kinohimitsu D'tox Ginger Tea =x. I'm 47kg now -____- Wua wua wuaa...still so fat...

1kg is quite slow. That means I have to use 8 weeks to hit my target which is 40kg. T_T. I don't think I can do it. HAHAHAHA. So Imma reduce my target to 43 kg burhurhur *guilty

1kg is quite an effort okay. I have to suffer stomach ache every 630am and rush to toilet to detox my body. I hope I have clean colon now.

Anyway, i heard that Kinohimitsu J'pan Bodyslen will only take real effect after 2 weeks of trial. So Imma continue for another week to really feel result. Nyehehehe..

Jaa!

◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇◆◇

2010-09-20T14:55:00.000+08:00

18 September, two crazy fat bitches curiously stepped onto the weighing machine in a mall. The machine scaled at 48KG for both of the crazy bitches. They decided to drink Kinohimitsu J'pan Body Slen and Kinohimitsu D'Tox Ginger tea for a week, and will be back to step onto the weighing machine on 25 September. Where will the scale stop at?

Just, stay tuned. It might stay at the same place, or maybe somewhere further...T_T

☆ Liese Bubble Hair Dye ☆

2010-09-08T22:16:00.000+08:00

ASH BROWN

Bought this at Watson's for RM37.80.

This is my previous hair colour.

Reddish, bright and dirty. HAHAHAHA Can't describe with words. And ugly roots. And ugly colour. And not the colour that I wanted!!!!!

Nah, before my hair recoloured. Without make up + ugly hair = Perfect Match

BUT BUT BUT!

After a few mafan (troublesome) steps.

Tada!!!

My hair is two shades darker now ^^.

Happy ^0^

How to use? Just follow the steps on the box, done the mixture, and then squeeze all the bubbles onto your then, then start massaging them evenly ^^. Anyway, I asked my bf to help me cuz I can really do it on my own at first. ^_^

★　ひらがな Hiragana ★

2010-09-05T00:24:00.000+08:00

My colleague, Tiffany was surprised when she heard that I'm attending Japanese class.

Haha. I guess not a lot of them knew I'm attending Japanese class.

I don't know why I signed up for it.

I just knew I love Japanese culture from younger age.

In fact, I love languages, I would like to master them all.

Guess this is inherited by my father.

My dad could speak more than 4 languages, and a lot of dialect.

At the 5th lessons, I can read almost 80% of Hiragana now.

I love to practice Hiragana especially in a car cuz I don't really like to waste my time just sitting there waiting for arrival.

I bought a whiteboard specially for practicing. Kekeke.

I even conteng-ed my calendar. For the sake of remembering days of the week in Japanese.

Till then ｍinasan!

Oyasuminasai!

おやすみなさい！

Hehehe.

○●○●○●○●○●

2010-08-23T11:01:00.000+08:00

Drowning in between anxiety and excitement.

They are driving me crazy!!

I hope this to be ended really soon.

Hang in there Shirley Sze, hang in there!

★★★

2010-08-17T11:14:00.000+08:00

I am sick of men.

Why?

Because I'm surrounded by men.

The ratio of man to woman in the company that I'm currently working in is 10:1 including our cleaner, Ah Ros FML.

I constantly imagine what if they rape me, what if they molest me, or gang rape me. （/TДT)/

I'm probably thinking too much!!

Sometimes after work, I wish my boyfriend is a woman!!

Is there any disease call overload-opposite-gender-phobia?

★ When Thing Gets Simple ★

2010-08-07T22:37:00.000+08:00

Another long day has ended.

I arrived home, removed make-ups and showered.

How nice to feel clean and free without make-ups on.

Threw on a pyjamas (old t-shirt and loose shorts) which is comfort enough for my long night rest.

Baby back home after he made sure that I'm not home alone.

I "locked" myself in my room with door opened.

Sometimes I just can't tell, how much I love to spend the night alone, with myself.

Sometimes, I just can't tell, how much I hate to spend the night alone, with only me.

I'm such a confusing girl, but not tonight.

Because I'm very sure, I enjoy myself on this very night.

I turned on my laptop, I checked the notifications on Facebook, I checked my Poupeegirl to make sure I have dressed up for Soppie today, I checked my favourite model's blog, Nana Suzuki and I let my laptop to restart for updates.

Lying on my queen sized bed, surrounded by pillows, by My Melody (my favourite) and by my novels.

There are 5 novels, and 1 of them doesn't belong to me.

I can't tell how excessively I love novels, with the yellowish contents, sometimes, I'm drowning in the stories and I'm hardly get off.

Flipping through the pages as long as I want, I feel freedom. I love this feeling.

Just like I love the feeling of missing my boyfriend, and right now, I do =)

Till then people, it's my reading time.

The Time Traveler's Wife by Audrey Niffenegger, I shall continue ^o^.

★ Novels ★

2010-08-07T00:18:00.000+08:00

Hello Dearies,

Long time no see!!

Ogenki desuka.(must insert some Japanese since I'm attending the class)

Guess what, I bought 3 second hand novels at RM22.70 only. Real bargain!!

It's a book fair for charity i guess.

These novels are older than me. One of them was published at 19++ which is older than my father.

Anyway, thing that concerns is the contents, not the year of publishing. hehehe.

Just look at the inside, it proves the book is probably older than 20 years.

Till then. Have class to attend tomorrow morning. Gotta sleep!!

Oyasuminasai!!

★ New Layout ★

2010-07-26T12:08:00.000+08:00

HAHAHAHA New template from blogger.

Now I don't have to give a damn about the blog header!

This is simple and now.

I love the colours (^O^)/

❤ 120710 ❤

2010-07-25T15:55:00.000+08:00

It's been a year!

Still, feeling like yesterday!

More will come on the coming years, I promise ❤

▽▲▽ Moderu Inspiration ▲▽▲

2010-07-21T10:34:00.000+08:00

Obviously I like Nana-Suzuki very much. Because she is supa kawaii~~

But you know what? Other than Nana, Lena Fujii is the second moderu that I admired so much. In case you don't know which one.

Source: http://cherrypop.over-blog.com/

This is Lena Fujii.

Lena and Nana have one thing in common which is their names end with NA (・・；) *suddens cold wind.

Other than that, I cannot find anything in common for these two models. One is supa kawaii and one is super sexay. In addition they are not from the same moderu company/magazine whatever.

Source: http://cherrypop.over-blog.com/

This is how Lena dressed up everytime in magazines. Observed from magazines: Retro, high-waist bottom, pastel colour outfits and don't know anymore because I'm not fashionista who knows about every name of fashions.

I think one of the reasons I admire both of them is because their birth dates are near to mine where Nana's falls on 9th July, Lena's on 4th July and mine is the 6th of July. Muahaha... just kidding kidding~~~ Those are just coincidences~~~... ♪♪♪

❤ Till Bintulu Do Us Part ❤

2010-06-21T11:33:00.000+08:00

Baby, once you back there, it's not going to be the same anymore. It's unlike you'll be coming back here after a long holiday. It's not going to be same for me too. Although we are apart all the time from the beginning, but at least we're on the same land that does not divided by an ocean. To see each other, just a short car ride will do. That night after I passed the stuffs to you, I was getting a little emotional because I got distracted by the truth that I'll be left alone here =( Bye in advance baby (Although I'll be going back there together with you on this Saturday HAHAHHAHAAAA!!!) There you go =) And pleasepleaseplease don't take picture on the floor *winks winks

★☆★ New Item ★☆★

2010-06-16T09:59:00.000+08:00

The Daiso Charcoal Masque

This is how you'll look like after applying it on your face. 1st unmake-up picture on the internet.

Kinda remind me of this everytime I'm looking at the picture =(

I know I know. It's kinda weird that I'm calling Daiso as The Daiso. But this is what they called in Poupeegirl. The Daiso brand. Obviously bought this in The Daiso of IOI Mall. Ayumi saw it first. The both of us were too excited seeing tubes of mask display on the rack so we grabbed two for ourselves. I even plead my sis to buy it for stock up but then she tells me they will restock when outta stock -__-. But why everytime when I were there, I never see 1 tube pun??? The mask is very watery, unlike my seaweed peeling mask which is very sticky. It does pulled out blackheads and some fine facial hair. Listen, fine facial hair. Don't expect it to pull out your armpit hairs. When comes to stubborn blackheads, it doesn't work. You know what? Some stubborn blackheads can't even get rid of when you pop them out with all your strength. What can a RM5 mask do on stubborn blackheads liddat?

Vichy Normaderm Anti-Imperfection Hydrating Care & Vichy Normaderm Deep Cleansing Gel

In short, MOISTURISER and WASHER -___-. I bought the value pack from Guardian for RM99.90. Super worth it because I handed RM100 notes to the cashier and she give me back RM0.10!! Just kidding. This is a value pack comes with limited edition of cleansing gel. The cleansing gel is not usually in tube like that. Go to Google and search for its real packaging. And ya, the moisturiser does not have original packaging because it memang tiny like that. This product is specially for skin with flaws like mine. Pimples, dilated pores and black/white~~chess~~ heads all over the face. Without promotion, the moisturiser itself cost RM99.90, and the cleansing gel is around RM66.++. So far it works okay that my pimples dried up faster than before. So rating 3 outta 5 stars. I read a review about this product, and it says that to find out the effectiveness of every product, we must have the trial for one month. Because we cannot have high expectation on a tiny moisturiser and cleanser like that to clear up the pimples that have already engaged with us for more that 5 years in 2.5 days time ma (●^o^●).

It's super rare to see skin care products appear in my blog. Because I didn't know what product suits me or best for me. @_@ But after chatted with a 15 years old girl, I found that she has even more knowledge than me about skin care. She even taught me what to drink to keep fair skin and remind me to do mask more ( I'm super lazy girl when talk about masks especially those cannot peel off one. Because peel off mask can see peeled blackheads very fun desne!). So I'd decided!! Imma throw a mask on my face everynight before I sleep from today onwards!!

❤❤❤ New Hair ❤❤❤

2010-06-02T09:50:00.002+08:00

❤❤❤❤❤ This is the hair style that I'm gonna have.❤❤❤❤❤

Shoulder length and straight cut is very high fashion now! Since the upper part of my hair has grew to my shoulder, I CAN HAZ THIS HAIR. Most importantly its Suzuki-Nana signature shoulder length hair *shyshy. Hopefully the hair dresser can give me what I want. Or shall I just print out this picture and let her refer?

The biggest problem now is, I don't have time to go saloon (｡＞0＜｡) ...

☆ﾟ゜ﾟ New Discovery ﾟ゜ﾟ☆

2010-05-26T13:12:00.000+08:00

SO THIS THING IS A MAKE UP REMOVER!!!!!!! ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!!

Source: Google Search Engine

Sometimes I really beh tahan at myself for being so reckless Ｏｏ｡｡(￣￢￣*). I always thought this tube of GEL is a facial washer. But it doesn't create foam so I ditched it in the toilet for more than 2 months.

As time goes by, I started feeling that it's kinda wasted to just let it sitting on the toilet bowl liddat and staring at me innocently everytime I bath. So I decided to search for its uses on Google. Heck wtf, turned out that I've been using make up remover as facial washer T_T. So stupid ZZzzz....

Still, Google is everything *winks winks

Still Searching

2010-04-30T00:06:00.000+08:00

Because I realised, so I feel the loneliness.

Perhaps it wasn't just lonely, it's just not something I want in my life.

After a few long runs, I stopped.

Realised they are still empty.

I'm ashamed of feeling I have nobody in fact.

But never wanted to admit.

Have been doing so much just to please the people around me.

Never forget to click on comment box just to make sure they won't be forgetting me.

Hitting a "send" button wasn't on my will.

This is too fake. I'm not a person who love to social, not a person who love to fool around with people I don't really care.

Why, I just want to know why?

Why did I become like this, a person who I am not.

I still love the me, who reads alone in the middle of the night.

The me, who could shop around alone with a contented heart.

But sadly, just because I was too afraid to be treated as a freak, I turned into a person whom I'm not.

Envious, jealous and a loser.

I bet tonight is just one of those nights...

A night that I can't accept who I am.

◆◇◆◇◆Gadgets◇◆◇◆◇

2010-04-29T13:20:00.000+08:00

I must get ~~one of~~ these gadgets as a birthday present for myself ❤.

A 33MM curler.

I've been using straightener to curl my hair. But now I'm already sien of the uneven curls. So I guess, it's time to get a REAL hair curler for myself. Of course, not in this freaking oriental gold colour. I'll die if I get this colour.

Toshiba. Pink. Laptop.

Don't have to be exactly this model. As long as it is Toshiba, pink and it's a laptop. I'm already fed up waiting for Streamyx to send me the free HP netbook. So I might get a not really useful laptop on my own（θωθ）/~

Red uKimono.

I have the sudden urge that I needed this thing a lot. I used to have flat abs but not now. I'm gaining some fats around my waist already that caused me have to jog my ass off everyday after work T.T To keep fit is hard. To lose weight is hell. o(TωT )

Nintendo DSi.

I've always wanted one!!!! Since 3 years ago, I wanted this thing so so much. Just because it is an electronic gadget. That is why, I've never get it for myself. I'll not spend more than RM500 on an electronic stuff cuz I'm not that tech savvy you see. So, as it is for my own birthday. Nemind la~~ (｀∀´)

■□■□■ Missions Visions □■□■□

2010-04-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

Okay, what I'm thinking is, when I get my missions done, I can have my visions!

Missions:

Complete assignments 10 days before due dates. That's mean, I have to get them done by 1st of May ヽ( )｀ε´( )ノ
Get enough revision for SPSS test.
Have the set-ups of blogshop done *:・(￣∀￣)・:*:
Blog header with my face on it (^_^)v

Visions:

Have RM20k in my bank for my dream house down payment Y(＞_＜、)Y *pains, hard.
Have enough saving for make up courses and Japanese language class.
Maintain and manage well on my business. Manyak sales please ♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆
Higher salary. If not I can't achieve my vision no.1 and no.2.
Have a laptop. Apparently I don't need one. But technically I need one while in McDonald doing my business (^з^)-☆.

So far I only have these. Hopefully I won't come out with more cuz that will stress the hell outta meh...Ｏｏ｡｡(￣￢￣*)

Till then! Gotta continue with my mission no. 1 now! *JIAYOU on forehead.

▽▲▽▲▽ About Shoes▲▽▲▽▲

2010-04-09T11:38:00.003+08:00

Recently, I'm addicted to online shopping.

Apparently, I love shopping. Sometimes I even shop when I'm broke.

I'd rather choose to eat RM1 nasi lemak everyday than not to shop.

I'm happy even during grocery shopping (＾～＾).

So I went through an online shop yesterday, and I found this! ♪(*^ ・^)ノ⌒☆

This pair of gorgeous heels are from here.

The actual price for this heels is RM68. So I paid RM76 included postage.

Approximately will be arriving in between 26th-28th April ≧(´▽｀)≦.

I love shoes. But I find that it's getting harder to get a good looking shoes at shoe stores（Ｔ＿Ｔ)

Don't trust me? Ask my babi, Siew Hui. We stayed at Vincci for 1 hour also cannot find THE MOST SUITABLE NOT FAVOURITE SHOES (Ｔ▽Ｔ;)

Hmm...(＠￣Д￣＠；)

So hopefully the quality of the shoes is okay (*＾ー＾)ノ.

★★Missing Lipgloss★★

2010-04-08T13:38:00.002+08:00

(ﾉ_-｡)

My Rimmel lipgloss is gone.

Source: Google Search Engine

Exactly like this one.

I bought it together with Ah LindyLing.

I really don't know where it had gone 。・ﾟﾟ･(≧д≦)･ﾟﾟ･｡

But whatever la, I don't really like its effect on my lips keke.

This will be an excuse for me to get a new lipgloss anyway (^ε^)♪

So if anyone has seen this, please don't return it back to me (-^□^-)

☆ Exhausted ☆

2010-04-07T09:54:00.000+08:00

I get exhausted really easily these days (￣＾￣).

Went to Genting with my babie (Siew Hui), and my colleagues, Tiffany, Irene and her bf, Andrew on Sunday.

We rushed back to work on Monday. ^o^

No pictures taken cuz we were kinda messy that day.

Andrew drove really fast that morning. I was damn scared. Worried what if we crashed =x.

It was kinda thrilling but I'm exhausted until today.

I think I need more exercise. Maybe jog in the morning? (*^o^*)Just Kidding.

Till then! Bye!

☆:;;;:☆:;;;: UTI ☆:;;;:☆:;;;:

2010-04-02T00:00:00.034+08:00

Had Urinary Tract Infection (UTI).

On my first urination, I found my urine smelled really bad.

I thought it was my toilet that stinks that much. I even used a lot of body shampoo to cover the smells.

On the second time, there's a little blood cots in my urine.

I didn't feel uncomfortable, but felt kap all the time.

On the rest of urinate, I started to pee blood, not urine.

There was a sharp pain everytime I'm done ｷﾀ━━━(ﾟ∀ﾟ)━━━!!!. I'll scream if only I could!

I went off at 430pm and rushed to clinic.

The doctor gave me an injection on my butt T___T and I lost my dignity. Well, not really butt, lower than my waist. Sakit though.

The worst thing is, after the injection, I can't even stand up. I felt dizzy and going to faint if I stand more than 1 minute ｡ﾟ(T^T)ﾟ｡.

I back to normal after 2 hours. And my urine is cleared ^_^

Lesson of the day, do not over drink. 1.5L of water per day is enough depends on your body. Go to pee even if you don't feel like want to! Not until you can't stand and only look for the toilet signboard v(^-^)v

Take care eliboli! Buaix!

P/s: I met my Honie (Juliana) who came back to visit us all the way from Singapore. I miss her weli de much o(TωT )!

DIE While I Can!

2010-03-22T16:26:00.000+08:00

I mean DYE la. Not die hehhe. I can only die once HAHAHAAH So humourous punya Sop.

YAYAYA DYE MY HAIR!! My current hair colour is fading and look like shit. Kononnya the hairdresser claimed that he loves colouring hair and I thought he might be an expert! CHEH! What ash blonde wor. My hair turned copper after 2 days of colouring by him -__-". I want to have NANA's new hair colour. Something brighter and near to blonde.

Like this!!

Picture stolen from here. Her blog.

Ngek ngek ngek. So so bright and it might damaged my hair. But I don't care! Cuz I can only young for another 2 years only. I don't think I can dye my hair to this colour after I changed job. My current company wont care if I dye my hair green. So I must have this hair colour while I can having it! Probably will go for this at the end of April. After I done my kick ass assignments and set ups of our blogshop is ready!

P/S: She's damn cute and I'm such a copy cat. But I know I'll never reach something looking like her T________________T.

Wee~ Bye! Busy! Take care eliboli!

Dear Princesses and Princes,

2010-03-05T15:03:00.000+08:00

I JUST WANT TO HAVE A GOOD REST! AND I'M FREAKING EMO NOW! T___T

SOME IRRELEVANT STUFF HERE.

How can some people being so rude that they show black face whenever they like WTF. Even if you're tired after work or fuck, a smile doesn't hurt alright. And I'm not somebody else, I'm not a hi-bye-almost-a-stranger-friend. Just cannot tahan emotional people. Even if you are super emotional, but please la don't show such face to irrelevant people! -___-" Super sien de lor. I didn't owe you. I greet you happily like a crazy girl but you gave me an emotionless face?? o___O""!! Ngo hou sien jor!!! You think I'm really happy all the time ah! But I never show such face to anyone (except unfortunate boyfriends) unless they pissed me off after that. This is the most basic manner that everyone supposed to have/learn. But I don't see some people really take it seriously wtf!

Be happy everyone. Life is short and fragile. You don't wanna die with an angry facial expression that's kinda scary alright?

Lurve,

Queen

Illness

2010-02-02T16:06:00.000+08:00

Image copied from Today MSNBC.com

Found this news on Today MSNBC.com. After seeing this, I wouldn't complain that I look older than my actual age anymore. Zara is only 13, but diagnosed with an illness called lipodystrophy that makes her looks decades older. =( More about the news here.

Yay

2010-01-27T14:50:00.000+08:00

You don't know how excited I am for this coming weekend!!!!!!!!

ARGH!!!!!!

I seriously cannot wait *goes nuts

I wanna go shopping with my babies!

I have a list of stuffs to buy!

But 1st of all, Imma change my hair colour 1st ^o^. To light brown or something la ngekngek.

I'm going to order new lenses which will be arrived appx.ly on March.

Ordered 2 dress from ocean-boutique.blogspot. Don't know got stock or not *prays

One of the dress is for my pre-planned Pangkor trip =D.

My shopping list before I forget :

Wedges (seriously!)
Sandal (For bitch at the beach.)
Liquid eyeliner (From Skin Food, so that I don't have to secretly slip the eyeliner that I share with my sister into my bag every time I'm going to overnight somewhere.)
Pink Lipgloss (If possible.)
Bras (Pierre Cardin from Jusco RM100 for 3 sets wtf me wtf.)
Bikini
Shorts
WHAT ELSE?
Look and see la.
Oh ya a bag for my external hard disk (Btw where is it now?)

Har, my list so short only? Alamak...

Gotta at least done my approval letter this week!

Okie bye!

It's Grey In Colour Again

2010-01-22T14:12:00.001+08:00

Couldn't help but feeling lonely all of a sudden. =(

It's just like, afterall I'm all alone excites bout my life.

As I stopped and looked around, it was empty.

CNY is looming.

How I wish that this festive will just pass with a blink of eye.

Fast forwarded every traditions of CNY so I don't have to go through them.

Answer still not provided yet when people are asking me why am I not going home during CNY.

How am I supposed to go through the night of CNY's eve?

Should I turn my Facebook status to offline and stop updating for one night?

So that no one will know that I'm actually not having any family reunion dinner.

There's no way that I'm going to bother my friend for that very night.

Of course, I seriously cannot bother my boyfriend while he's away to reunite with his own family.

I just don't know HOW...

2010 Resolutions

2010-01-12T09:44:00.001+08:00

What no hope for new year that kind of shits. AHAHHAA ya ya I said that. But this is not a hope, it's a resolution. It's not too late to make a resolution cuz it's still January =D

Not skipping classes *Subject to be changed
No more procrastination on assignment. I don't want to rush like a dog + cow anymore!! ARGGHHH I seriously have to ditch this habit cuz I'm a grown up now!!
Talk like a 23 year old!!! Not something like "I have rambut yang perang cuz I'm ready to berperang FML".
Drink more water. I mean a lot! More than 1.5 L per day! *determines
Be hardworking on doing facial mask. Seriously I'm darn lazy to stick a mask on my face just because I hate that sticky feeling.I ditched aspirin mask cuz damn ma fan T.T
Polish up my hair curling skill.
Take good care of my hair *Doubts
Maintain hair colour *excites
Wash my hair regularly *guilts heehee
Keep in touch with my babies muack muack muack
Stop slapping Mr.Kong's cheeks
Calling mum at least once a week or twice per month.
Save $$ for God's sake.
Read more books.
Stay presentable even out for mamak.
And a lot more -__________-"

Ok bai no time. Have to do assg. for stupid boy cuz he's at work no time to do FML.

P/S:
1. I'll stick to this font colour this year cuz it's nice. =D
2. Lenses arrived!!
3. I won the "pledge on Tupperware's Eco" gift!! Gift will be delivered within six week. Wonder what is that.

New Target

2010-01-10T23:40:00.001+08:00

I'm in love with NanaSuzuki's style.

Stolen pictures. From somewhere else that I didn't know. Cuz I googled all these pictures.

NanaSuzuki is one of the Popteen magazine's model. Talking about Popteen. I "read" Popteen since the age of 17 then I stopped. Cuz I couldn't get anymore new issue in Bintulu T_T. I miss the time that I'm mad about Japanese style but I turned out become ah lien wtf. THIS WON'T HAPPEN TO ME AGAIN I SWEAR!! After I get my lenses, I'll turn myself like NanaSuzuki well erm, at least 35% looking like her..I mean, just ciplak her style enough la. AHAAHHHAAH *shames

For those who're interested about her, here's her blog add.

I wish I can have that hair colour!!! Seriously I want blonde *in danger (I'll do what I want to do without second thought, please stop meeeeeeee)

I want those big eyes too. I swear I'll have those eyes one day. If fake lashes can't help, I'll look for surgeon I swear!!

Oh btw, just to warn that the rest of my picture might pose with peace sign. *Damn gila

Peace

2010-01-09T10:37:00.000+08:00

Jealousy kills the cat..and sop. wtf

Jealousy is really a dangerous weapon that might kill the friendship.

I can't believe we fight like cat and sop all this while just because of jealousy.

Till last night we cried out everything that kept in our heart for so long.

Attacking and revenging like nobody's business.

Writing a post like a primary school kid.

This remind me of the fight between me and Ayumi bout dunno how many years ago ( OMFG we're so old now). Which hurt me damn fucking much and also because of jealousy.

I just hope nothing will happen again. Since we don't have classes to attend together anymore. Not living in the same state anymore. No more bitch fights.

Thanks for putting the effort to save this relationship. Instead of fighting and complaining childishly here and there like I did. =(

I just realised I'm so immature. Rather attacking than proposing peace here.

No more jealousy osikay? I love you you love me liddat and be your favourite Barney, that purple lizard.

Toughest Decision

2010-01-08T18:53:00.000+08:00

Previous post has been drafted because the one I'm replying to had already read it. That's my purpose. If interested then only tell me la.

I just couldn't bear to write somebody I know in that offensive way. I thought more than 1 hour. I asked for opinions. But I guess that's a good way to let somebody know how I felt. At the very least, maybe there will be some changes after everything get blurted out. And I found as I'm writing, the feeling is also fading along.

Your post was about me or not. Only you'll know. But mine is clearly about you. Till then. Just to let you know, I loved you.

RE: You know who you are.

2010-01-08T13:36:00.002+08:00

OFFENSIVE POST. READ AT YOUR OWN RISK!

Firstly, if I don't care, I wouldn't become your stalker ( I guess I'm your no.1 stalker this is what you don't know about).

Secondly, I thought you never treat me as your VERY VERY VERY bestfriend.

Thirdly, I don't know any of your stupid boy/girl relationship secrets cuz the one you told WASN'T ME thank you.

Lastly, keeping a secret from you, wasn't MY intention. I'd constantly telling this person, "if one day you found out the truth, I am the one who will be dead. Why don't you save it/me now before it's too late?" You can ask this person was it my idea to keep that secret from you? am I the only one who knew about it? am I the ONLY ONE who get to be blamed? (I don't mind to be blamed cuz I was wrong).

Okay, on top of that.

This will be my 1st THE-MOST-HONEST-POST of the year.

The purpose I'm writing this post is not looking for forgiveness from you (I don't need that anyway). But just to reveal the secret I've been keeping for more than 2 years.

Since I'm replying you. Well, Ok. I'll answer your question one by one.

1. Define what you mean by "doing anything wrong to us".

2. You did backstab me ^_^.

3. Betrayal, ok, maybe yes, maybe not. I don't really sure.Oh, I assume boycotting as betrayal. So that's a YES.
4. Selfishness, maybe not.

5. Did you scold us? Hell yes, everybody get scolded by you..

6. Deep down from your heart, did you hate me?

7. Quarreling never happened cuz we're all grown up.

8. You never say NO whenever we ask for help on STUDIES. Fact is fact, I'll never deny. Thanks for that.

9. I've never tell you a secret I guess.Keep it or not, up to you.

10. You did not hide any important information from them, but maybe not me.

11. When we were "fooling" you, we were just playing with you. By the way, I hate you using the word "fool" cuz I guess you don't know what's that really mean to a friend. I've never thought you mind about it when our intentions were just having fun with you.

12. Did you get angry with us? Is black face count? Is everytime we asking you something you answered loudly and grumpily with "Shi la!!" count? Is scolding "FUCK" when we all were trying to give you a birthday surprise count? (wonder if you still remember)

13. You didn't treat us ALL like bestfriend, you just treat one or two of them like bestfriend and I'm surely got no seat for that.

14. You're a good friend to the others, but not me for sure.

15. Zuo peng you mei you shuo gou bu gou hao, zi shi ni you dui wo zhen xin guo ma?

Those are my answers.

These are the things I've kept for so fucking long which isn't worth a single cent at all.

First met you, you're a nice girl and I loved being your friend. Whenever you're absent, I'll send you a message asking if you're coming or not? ( Do you still remember?). Sweet right? I used to love you, and I thought ( I also thought) you're a person that I can be good friend with.

When time gets longer, each and every of us start showing our bad attitude and habits cuz I guess we're closer than before.

From a lot of us, down to three of us.

Have you ever thought, my nightmare begins here?

I knew that there's always no room for 3 person cuz I experienced that.

But why can't we try to make a room for it I also don't know. I should have trying hard to make a room for it.

Oh, naive SopSop. How does she make a changes when she gets boycotted constantly by you?

Try to ask yourself, FROM THE BOTTOM OF YOUR HEART.

Are you smilling secretly whenever I got hurt?

How will you feel when the three of you sit together, ok use A B C la.

Case 1:

A and C went for a work-from-home inteview, but got cheated. So B asking C what had happened? But A telling C in front of B, "it would be better if lesser people know about this incident". Clearly, A doesn't want B to know about it. Well, for that moment, B felt like an outsider and got hurt.

Case 2:

Exam time wuhoo everybody is panic. Especially B cuz she's damn lazy. Ok, after lunch with this bunch of friend, A and C just left and back to school library. This time, B freaked out and wondered why are they going back to library? Is there anything she'd missed out? OMFG B gone nuts. So the truth was, A & C decided to back to the library for further revision. But B had never BEEN TOLD!! OMFG, B felt like an outsider and got hurt, again. Still, A sms-ed B and asked why B's looked angry, is it A did anything wrong? Well, yeah, B was angry cuz she'd never be informed that A & C have further revision session. HOHO and B felt like an idiot. (You're correct in your blog post that I'm an idiot).

Case 3:

Classroom time. Whenever A sits in the middle, don't even think about it that B get the chance to talk with C.

A talks to C without turning around peeking at B as if she is invisible or just a stranger who unfortunately ter-sat beside A. B got boycotted, hurt, and embarrassed. B got phobia, so she purposely make C sit in the middle everytime. Clever B. B has a revengeful heart, therefore A got revenged by B sometimes.

Case 4:

A & C happily tallking about their outing. B was like O.O" har? They went for outing? Why I don't know one? *freaked out again. A's excuse, "mei chi jiao ni chu ni dou bu hui chu de laaaaaaa". Inside B, "I've got no $$ do you know about that honey? And you never ask also. So many excuses. ~~Go to die la~~".

Case 5:

A&C went to national library looking for case study. A called B at night, B was damn happy cuz A call her. BUT, bad news uh oh.

A: Hey, have you find your case study ah?

B: Yes I did, but I've no idea what to find =(. *panic*

A: HAR!? Why you haven't find.

B: ....err...ehh... How bout you?

A: I found dy lor. One of them I found in NATIONAL LIBRARY wan.

B: Har...wahh..good lor... *Why didn't informe me and bring me wan since you have car =(*

Once again, B felt like a double Idiot. Then on leave and went to school to look for case study. Luckily, B always in good luck cuz she has so many people around to help her. She has one good boyfriend who willing to send her through and fro to look for whatever she wants. God helped her too, her lecturer approved her cap-palang case studies WITHOUT EVEN GOING TO THE NATIONAL LIBRARY. =D BTW, never ajak people still wanna tell people where she went. Want people to envy is it. Next life la.

Case 6:

B always get the news that A trying to keep from her. HAHAHAHA. Therefore B knows she's not alone. A called Mr.D to ask about how to gamble on Genting. A & C planned for Genting trip without B knowing. Talk until here, B no longer is a friend I guess. Is this what YOU MEAN BY "I TREAT YOU AS A VERY VERY BESTFRIEND/ A FRIEND THAT I THOUGHT CAN BE GOOD FRIEND WITH AFTER MY WHAT 20 YEARS BESTFRIEND ALL KIND OF SHITS?" Oh ya btw, A even called B and asked about her how to be membership of Genting whatsoever. BUT never pun inform B or ajak B to go together with her. EVIL nya. This is how somebody DEFINE VERY VERY BESTFRIEND =).

Case 7:

Too many until B also forget cuz she has a real good life now. TRUE friend and LOVING boyfriend.

Oh ya.

There are times that A SURELY look for B as if she is the most important person on earth.

Car got stolen.

A IM B

A: Dearest B~~~ (as sweet as she can). Can you help me to fax bla blabla to blablabla?

B: O.O" But the fax machine had gone long long time ago, so I can't help you le...? How?

A: ok thx nvm bai. (This is the way she always reply when B is helpless)

Air ticket

A sms B

A: *sweet talk for the opening* Can help me book Air-Asia air ticket please???

B: O.O" *blank* But, I don't know how le...my sis did it wan everytime. *B damn stupid dunno how to use a credit card wan*

A: oh k nvm thx (Again)

Friends outing.

A: DingDong said wanna outing.

B: Yea lor. I heard that.

A: You decide time/venue/place/when/what/how/what underwear/whatever shits/whatever activities ya?

B: O.O" oh......ok.... ( Like only B is going out)

Forgot what incident.

A calling B.

A: Later I take it to your house by cab ya. You come out wait me.

B: Ok, no problem *happy*

Cab arrived.

B: O.O? *Eh, A le? O.O? Boyfriend? Nvm*

Boyfriend: *Hands B stg and an extra stuff*

B: *O.O" student ID?* Hey, what is this for???

Boyfriend: Dunno! Take it or leave it. Result gua!! *whilst heading to cab, damn rude but nvm*

B: *wtf, never get down from cab but still want me to do extra job, why so rude one, tot can hug her before she back to hometown*

Afterall, B realised that she wasn't THATTTTT important but got manipulated over and over again.

The end of ABC story. Some have been wiped off from my memories cuz I have too much good memories to replace them.

You call manipulation and boycotting a friendship? HAHAHA! Friendship my ass. You wanna vulgarise? Too young for that I guess.

For what you didn't know. Before you complete your degree, I was telling myself that, I SHOULD have let all the dissatisfactions go away with you. I will write a post telling you about my feeling and hope we can start a brand new friendship without anything stuck in between. But now I guess, I don't have that need anymore. I don't need your forgiveness, I don't need a person who calling me idiot to be friend with. =) If you think such lie (which in fact not started by me also -_-") is more than what you've done to me. Okay, end it here. In my previous post, I stated clearly that, even if I left one friend on earth, I wouldn't mind if only he/or she treat me wholeheartedly and truthfully. That post was for you too btw.

Before writing anything on your blog, please think about the consequences. I've seen more blog wars than you. The blogsphere that you can never expect. Even if you don't respect me, but respect your other FRIEND. You don't call your friend FUCKER OR IDIOT unless you don't really treat them as friend anymore. You don't use "you all" but "you". You cried. But do you know that, I cried too, not just once, but everytime all of the above incidents happen. Did I ever blog about it and calling you a fucker or idiot?

We do not have a scale to measure who hurts more. Just want to let you know, you're not the only victim!

Define F.R.I.E.N.D

2010-01-07T16:37:00.000+08:00

Was chatting with SH yesterday on MSN.

SH asked me, "how do you define bestfriend?".

Honestly, I didn't know what to answer.

So I told her "You'll find this bestfriend everyday lor!".

HAHAHAHA Please note that I answered her mindlessly.

Those weren't my answer cuz I didn't have an answer.

This question haunted whole day until I turned off the light and ready to hop on my bed.

POP! An answer suddenly popped out and I was damn happy.

Well, the answer I get was, friends are those who treat you wholeheartedly and truthfully =).

I don't mind if I left only one friend on earth, as long as he/she treats me with love and that's more than enough.

TAI SIEW HUI ITULAH JAWAPAN AKU!

My 2009 Review

2010-01-05T22:49:00.005+08:00

This post is supposed to be posted last year... I know I know.

But Guess what I've got no time to do it.

I've been rushing my assignment like a dog past few weeks.

To complete 3 assignments in two weeks time isn't funny osikay.

All the sleepless and restless night and ask for leaves from my head are painsssssssssss...

This is what you get from procrastination. GO AHEAD SHIRLEY SZE AND YOU WON'T GET YOUR DEGREE I SWEAR.

OK.. I just gone through my photo folder. So basically, I have NOTHING TO REVIEW T________T My life damn dull one okay wuwuwuwu...

So I decided to review erm.. on my look la!! *damn fails

January 2009

At KLCC with my love. Nothing actually happened during January 2009. All I can find in January picture folder was THIS one. HURHURHUR. Let's move on to February.

February 2009

Outing with DIBA gang =)

March 2009

Celebrated my love's 22nd Birthday on GENTING. Genting trip #1 of the year.

April 2009

Visited Singapore for the first time after TWENTY-TWO years. Though it's just a neighbour country -___-" It took me soooo long to step onto its ground. Anyway, Singapore is kinda similar with HongKong except HK is colder. I mean, SOOO SOOO much colder than Singapore wuuwuwuw T___T I'm almost cried the weather was sooooooooooooo HOTTTTTTTTT the time I was there it was like 50 Celcius.

May 2009

At Sunway Pyramid. Nothing else happened this month T_________T My life damn dull okay. WTH is this.

June 2009

Met up with Negi ^_^

Red Box with my love alone for the first time in our life =D

July 2009

Birthday month ^o^ Genting trip #2 of the year.

My Melody from my babes T3T. I love it very much. But now she can hardly sit already cuz it turned soggy and soggier I don't know how to describe.

Some random photo taken on July. Love this RM25 sunny. DAMN BIG AND CUTE. Bought it two years ago can you believe it?

My birthday cakes ^o^ Finally I had chocolate banana as birthday cake AHAHAHAAH wtf.

In a new relationship ^_^. I didn't officially announce it because I was doubting. But not anymore =) And he is damn stupid. REALLY REALLY stupid I can't even stand therefore he needs slaps.

August 2009

Mum was here ^o^

Outing with the DIBA ^o^ I looked damn man here. Joined them after work. What do you expect I can wear at work ahhh?

September 2009

Met up again =D

Went for jogging. First time and also the last time of the year. WTF I get rashes all over my face after jog cuz I perspired! I hate exercise anyway so that's a good news. ^O^

Celebrated Mr. Kong's Birthday. Erm 24th. HAHAAHAHA Good luck at work honey!!! *waves and why you looked damn retarded there AHAHHAHAA!

Genting trip #3 of the year. -____-" Never gets bored osikay?

October 2009

Discovered Aspirin Mask

Discovered Meitu XiuXiu

Celebrities from Taiwan. I don't know their name. They are promoting their drama " Queen of No Mariage". Went there with my love and her friends (Esther and erm.......................I forgot that lengloi's name OMG) Anyway she is a pretty and tall girl ^o^".

Discovered hair style that suits me ^^ I love curling my hair nowadays!

Discovered my cibai face without make up. WTF I look totally different T__________T NO THIS ISN'T ME! AHHHHH *goes crazy.

Visited Taiwan. OMG I loveeeeeeeeeeeeee Taiwan I wanna go back there again. Wuwuwuwuuw!!! Things are super reasonable and worthful. Low prices but good quality T.T I love Taiwan I really do. I wanna go back there again!

Discovered super cheap and nice mascara. I bought this at Daiso,Taiwan at TWD$390 (Appx. Rm3.90). You can find this in Malaysia Daiso too at RM 5.00. Not every cheapskate stuffs are laoya one you know?

New collections of Sanrio's stuff. Face mask from Times Square. Helmet from Taiwan. Handkerchiefs from Thailand (Sis bought for me). Bag from Taoyuan Airport.

November 2009

I don't know what is this. Pictures of the year I may call...

Outing with the DIBA. T_T When will we ever gather liddat again? Tee Bui Hun's soul was in the picture. Just that you can't see. Only me do.

I must have gone nuts on the month of November.

December 2009

Met up with my love at Station One. =)

Visited Penang with my babies =D Aww miss them =(

Visited Melaka!!!! I LOVE MELAKA!! No matter how hot it is! I still love her. I got rashes all over my hand and legs cuz of excessive sun exposure T.T Now my thigh and my arms are damn itchy wuwuwuw and I just spent RM10 for a tube of cream to cure the rashes. That's Sharon on the second picture. Mr.Kong's sister. Sharon talks about her hair all the time -___-" which influenced me to take good care of my hair too. Good job Sharon.

Okay done. Posted all the pictures which I thought I'll never have the chance to post. So, there you go!

Happy new year everybody!! Don't expect me to say anything like "this-year-will-be-a-better-year" cuz I never believe in that!! But I'll tell you to drink more water/drive carefully/less fast food/fasten your seat belt/no cut queue/no two timing/love your father and mother/love your husband/love your bf/gf/ and love me!!! We don't left much time you see. Two years more it's the end of the world!

Don't forget, WE WERE WARNED! (Good joke, well said SHIRLEY SZE!)

XOXOXOXOXO!!

Pulau Pinang

2009-12-24T11:27:00.001+08:00

Went to Penang on 18 December with two of my favourite girls =)

Ju didn't join us because she is a pig.

So the three of us hopped on the bus and headed to the west ( if it's west hur hur I'm not sure).

Taking a bus is such a pain T_T Especially when your friends were sleeping.

All you can see are mountains.

And roads.

So the only thing I can do was taking out my camera and...

Sorry babee, you were sleeping and it is not ugly la don't think too much.

Cannot tahan already, so I wake them up. =D

Everyone has a stuffed animal except me.

I have a handphone pouch that looks like a stuffed animal. Thank you.

After 5 freaking hours, we finally arrived Penang, I'm almost cried, was touched.

Let pictures do the talking. I'm lazy but I'm telling myself that I have to blog about this before the heat gone just like my Taiwan trip. I haven't even upload a single picture here in my blog. I guess the heat had gone long long time ago. *regrets

This is our room in B-Suite. Super spacious and cheap. RM135 nett. Except it's quite far away from town. By far, I mean 10 minutes from town haahaa I'm damn funny. BY CAR LA of course!

Day 1

Taufu Fa. Kononnya the smoothest tau fu fa in the world. I didn't even finished mine. Chieh!

Some buildings. So Malacca-ish. Oh damn, I miss Malacca soo soo much T_T. Hope 1st Jan Malacca trip isn't just a dream. I WANNA GO! I AM GOING!

Day 2

We went to Batu Ferrenghi Beach. Awww, I missed beaches. This beach reminds me about Bintulu Tg. Batu beach. How I used to go there every Sunday with my family, drinking ABC and makan satay =)

The weather was damn hot but I don't care. See how sunny I was.

Doing spa for her feet using sands. =D

On our way to Sleeping Buddha Temple.

We were imitating Catherine's signature lips.

Then SH suggests to act Cool. But I thought she' was saying "ku" means cry in mandarin.

So the picture came out liddis. I looked like a retard but I love my pink sunny T3T.

Then they camwhored without me =(

One picture to prove that Sop Was Here.

Day 3

Time to go home.

While waiting for friend to come and send us to the bus stop. To be honest, this was the moment that I enjoyed the most during the trip =).

I ended this trip by sick like a dog on the next day. FML

P/S:

I'll be there again with a better tourist guide cuz our tourist guide had pissed me off. We had some issues with this guy during our trip. Basically me and SH were just yelling all the way because this guy was damn annoying. Insulting us like nobody's business and damn arrogant. Seriously if I had a knife, I'll stab onto his throat. Damn annoying okay!! I've never met such annoying person ever! No. Not anymore! I'd rather take a map and walk around Penang by foot and died of exhaustion. He made me feel like staying inside our room is so much better than walking around with him! wtf was that? We were supposed to go for drinks with Patrick (SH's friend) but I chose not to go. Because he was around! I can't imagine one more minute together with him. I guess either he'll throw us out of his car or I'll just grab a cab back to hotel.

Izzat REAL?

2009-12-23T11:36:00.004+08:00

SHIRLEY SZE IS ON LEAVE. OMFG.

True one le. I'm really sick one. LOL.

I had upper respiratory infection, common illness in English.

But hell, for one night only (by one night I mean few hours).

I can't believe I've got fever and need to visit a doctor. wuwuwuw.

What had happened to my immune system?

Anyway, I recovered on the very night after the medicines started ber-effective FML.

I thought I can rest for one more day.

Not to waste my MC that I'd paid for RM50, I went watching movie on the next day HAHAHA and I'm no longer sick.

Sometimes I really wonder am I human.

For the first time I don't need to pretend sick and get an MC.

BTW, I just learned that MC stands for Medical Certificate.

I always thought it stands for mohon cuti.

Haha I'm so good at pretend clever.

-___-"

2009-12-15T14:24:00.002+08:00

I should have stop bothering what other people is doing cuz it sucks!

And that old woman who sits infront of me should have STOP NAGGING at her 28 years old daughter, a mother of TWO.

Again!

2009-12-09T09:18:00.001+08:00

I messed up my blog layout -____-".

My hands were to itchy yesterday so I changed and modified the original layout.

I don't know if doing like that consider fan ban or not? =X

Now the layout is so cacated. T_T

Okie, who cares. Fix it soon.

I

2009-12-01T10:35:00.007+08:00

Watched

The Twilight Saga, New Moon.
Most of the people I know gave negative comments about Twilight New Moon AND I WONDER WHY?
I personally think this movie is superb, romantic and thrilling and classic. Especially when I thought it's super Romeo & Juliet's love story *tears
I admit that there's a lot of talking in this movie. Surprisingly I love the talking part so much! I don't know why, as time passes by, I'm more into obsessive talking movie than comedic movie like The Christmas Carol. Seriously, I fallen asleep while watching The Christmas Carol I don't know why -__-". Whereas I listened and analyzed and interpreted every single word that spoken by Robert Pattinson (Edward Cullen) in New Moon. I was like I'd been blended into the movie, I'm part of the characters themselves.

Not only the story, I love how they had made up. Robert Pattinson's red lips make me can't wait to paint my own lips in red. I even have this crazy thoughts about make up like them, very dark eye circles, pale and red lips. I find the make ups interesting and exquisite. Ok I used the wrong word or probably a little too exaggerating. I want to be a vampire!

About the ending part. Ok, it was a joke! HAHA just kidding. Technically, the movie ends with three words "Marry me, Bella" and cinema lights up. BRAVO it's an art! -__-" If you don't believe me, go and watch it yourself! IT'S TRUE! Marry me, Bella *cinema lights up. Then get your ass off from the seats, please don't wait, it's officially ended. For the moment I was thinking, oh..okey... I guess it's either Stephenie Meyer or the director was too lazy to continue filming as the movie is freaking long like more than 2 hours , so he/she just let the movie ended artistically.

NEXT

Tada!

2012

A movie where the heat is still lasting until today. I am so sure that this Saturday will still be full house for this freaking the end of the world movie.

2012 was damn kan cheong one lor! I was almost fall off from the chair and sat at the edge of the chair all the time because damn kan cheong one. Touching summore, I held my tears like sucking it back from my the sockets of my eyeball and sip it down to my throat through my nose. At the same time, kinda funny too. Lot of jokes and sarcasticnesses.

I can barely decribe the scenes, as I know a lot of boats and ships were flipping, turned upside down inside out. Is that really how the end of the world looks like? If 2012 does happen, can I really escape ah?

Anyway, I dreamed about the movie continously for two to three nights T_____T Damn lot of scary things. I think I took it too seriously while watching that is why it's haunting me at night. I remember that I watched this movie (forgotten the name) about sleepless zombie. You can't sleep once the zombie spreaded its vernom into you, or else you'll turn into them the next day you waken up. Omg I had nightmares for weeks I tell you. I was seriously traumatized! Damn cham ok. Wonder the child inside me still hasn't grow up yet. So timid one.

That's the end of my update. Bye! *New moon style. Unrelated ending.

Sien of Title la!

2009-11-19T23:09:00.006+08:00

I just love the feeling of reconnecting with old friends. It's lovely.

Received a call on Tuesday night from Kenny, ya that Kenny Tan my bestfriend's ex bf. AHAHAHA. Their relationship is just funny. Both are so naive and being each other's top stalker of the year. Oops! I'm actually betrayed them. Great how he is doing well now at least I can see that he'd changed. Not that Kenny who liked to bully me and made me cry. KENNY TAN DO YOU STILL REMEMBER? AND DO YOU HAVE THE IDEA HOW MUCH I HATE YOU LAST TIME? Well anyway, those were the days. Such a memorable memories ( I had hard times).

Outing with the DIBA this Saturday, and I'm already so excited =D. I don't know what to call that group of friends so I usually call them DIBA. DIBA stands for Diploma In Business Admin. We met there so we are the DIBA. -__- Go ahead and laugh. It's been quite some times that we haven't hang out together so I'm not gonna miss this chance cuz I don't wanna lose them T.T Btw, we'll have a Penang trip soon *happy. And I'm started to headache about what to wear and what to bring *rolls eyes.

Also, Facebook is the new Yellow Pages except that it's a friend finder, not a phone book. I found my long lost friends/ex-classmates and they found me too! Good thing is they're still remember me after all these years, bad thing is, what they remembered about me was the "sihat" side of me T____________T. Most of them told me that I'm so slim now but how I wish to tell them that I grew vertically and that is why I "look" slim.

Next imma talk about work. Old stories yeah. But I really cannot tahan sometimes. One thing good about blogging on my blog is I won't get fired because nobody knows the existence of my blog. This very head of mine restricted us from doing personal stuffs in the office, but she herself talking on the phone for 3/4 of working hours. Sounds not so wrong right if she is on the phone about work. BUT HELL NOT! She's on the phone all the time with her sister/brother/father/mother/daughter/granddaughter. Yet she restricted us from listening to cd all those things. What kind of theory is that? -___-" When I found out that she didn't stick to the rules that set by herself, me too started not to sms under the desk anymore. Not only that, she complained about the staffs at the lower ground are taking advantage on the boss by overused the source of the company for their personal stuff. BUT SHE HERSELF go and print hotel catalogues for her Macau trip/daughter's namecard/whatever shits so many catalogues to print. So I guess I can print the informationS for my assignment too and make pirated books using the photocopy machine.

End of blabbering about boring stuffs. Kthxbai!

When thing isn't so right inside my mind

2009-11-17T22:50:00.004+08:00

I'm trying to be as simple as I can that I'm almost blend myself with the thin air...

Changes

2009-11-16T00:58:00.002+08:00

Everyone must be thinking I'd gone crazy cuz I'm still up at this hour 1:00 am in the morning. Even me myself thought I'd gone crazy.

Don't get me wrong, I'm not taking leave tomorrow and yes, I need to work. Just a blink, it's almost 9 months since I'd started my working life. Good thing is, I don't face any financial difficulties anymore. Bad thing is, I'd neglected and missed out lots of thing that happened around me.

I sleep before the clock strikes 10pm. Even during the weekend, I couldn't stay up later than 12am just because I want to get myself as enough rest as possible. I hate being tired. I hate being sleepy. This is just because I want to get myself prepared for the next things that I'm gonna do. My life had been so arranged these few months. Everything was prepared, and I played it safe. I'm so enjoying this kind of life until few days ago.

I was thinking all alone bout why I'm so afraid to take the risk? Why do I have to play it safe when me myself do not like the girl I am right now? What is so bad about taking the risk and saying "at least I tried" if I failed? What if I remove the "what if" from my dictionary?

I guess I'll be happier and feeling fulfilled for my current life, eh?

I'm getting tired seeing the other side of me being a hypocrite, whereby the other side of me that sealed inside a mirror yelling "stop the hypocritical!".
I'm tired seeing my fat ass moving around, so I determined to lose weight. I'm being a little hardcore on this but I promise I'll stop once I've achieved the body that I want.
I'm not going to sleep early as usual and worried about fatigue on the other day cuz this is who I wanted to be all these while.
I'm going to care less about things that will hurt me cuz no matter what, life goes on.
I'm not going to play safe anymore cuz I wanna be brave.
I'm so sure that I can overcome everything if I try.
Even if it not, at least I tried.

Xiuxiu-ed

2009-10-04T15:32:00.007+08:00

Just to keep a memory of my current hair. Of this hair which I'll never achieve in anytime. This picture was xiuxiu-ed but not that kao. So it still looks normal except the fake skin and lower lashes.

Whiten, fake blusher and fake skin.

Fake lower lashes, contact lens, fake skin and whiten.

Getting excessive of editing. Fake hair highlighting, fake lower & upper lashes, fake skin, whiten, fake blusher.

I don't even wanna talk about this one.

This one is okay. Except the lighting and fake skin. =D

Don't let me see any better photo editor anymore or else I'll definitely two different person in real life and photo. Like all of the above. -___-"

Okay, I don't really have that much time to talk crap here. But there is something that I really really wanna talk about. But for the sake of respect human rights, I don't think it's proper to publish them on blog.

I'll just briefly talk about it here la. =D You know, some people are really don't deserve to be called as "friend". They do things behind you when you've already said you need it too ( You're lucky that your friend was nice enough not to ask you face to face and put you in a hard and awkward situation ). But they fucking do it secretly behind you. Somehow, God does exist and he knew what to do. Punishment =). Sometimes I can't deny, but feeling grateful at His punishment. Call me evil, but that's what you people deserved. Do things fair, and you wont get such thing in return. No betrayal. No selfishness. No taking advantage on your FRIEND. I do believe in karma after some incidents...

*I'm wearing the same cardigan everyday =(.

If I Were An Anime Character

2009-10-02T00:04:00.003+08:00

I'll be looking like this...

and my anime name will be Soppowerranger-chan. Definitely not Hentai but something like ninja or samurai. Got dragon tattoo summore and I'll be so cool. Electrocute enemies using the blue laser that beaming from my eyes, and the voltage of the electricity will as high as Pikachu's!

Thanks to the Meitu Xiuxiu. Finally, I'm discovered from the anime world...

It Wouldn't Last

2009-09-30T20:13:00.002+08:00

Whatever I predicted, will always come true. When will my life stop being so unbearable?

Giant!

2009-09-25T13:15:00.003+08:00

Isn't the baby on the left just too cute!!!?!!!?!?!

An Indonesian baby weighed 19.2 pounds awwww.
He was just 3 days old in the picture.
Adorable but poor mummy for delivering such a huge baby.

More information here.

Aww baby.

Random

2009-09-17T11:23:00.004+08:00

Sigh,

Sometimes, how I wish I could write/read Chinese words.
So that I can read mandarin novel like SH did. Sometimes I just stared in admiration at people who's reading mandarin novel while I'm holding Charles Dicken's novel with 1244346 big words which I don't understand.

So that I can sign up in Wretch, a website where I can blog and have photo album at the same time T____T. I tried to sign up today, but failed miserably. All the fill up columns are in Chinese, I can't guess what it needed me to fill in so I just typed 123 T____T.

Of Imperfections ❤

❤ Just Wondering ❤

❤ Just Pictures ❤

❤ Life Inspiration ❤

" Nurse reveals the top 5 regrets people make on their deathbed

❤ Junks ❤

❤ Inspirations 2012 ❤

❤ Sidebar and Pictures ❤

❤ 2012 Resolutions ❤

❤ Like a Philosoraptor ❤

❤ JUST WONDERING POST❤

❤ Work Out ❤

❤ Magical World - 29th October 2011❤

❤ JUST WONDERING POST❤

❤ Picture ❤

❤ The Greatest ❤

❤ Taylor Lovener ❤

Read At No Risk: Not Offensive :D

HELLO HUMAN!!

❤ Ogenki Desuka!! ❤

❤ Coke ❤

❤ My 123829th Slimming Project ❤

❤ Favicon フェヴィコン ❤

❤ なう❤

❤ Hello Dearie ❤

I KNOW! My Precious One ❤

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☆ ネイール Manicure At Snips ☆

☆ Hada Labo Super Hyaluronic Acid Lip Moisturiser☆

❤ ドミ ちゃｎ ❤

Collagen Day #2

☆ Lennox Firm Up Low Molecule Collagen Drink ☆

At The Age Of Twenty - Three & A Half

Negativity ~

~ ヘア ~

❤120110❤

★ New Year Resolution? ★

❤ It's Just A Cycle ❤

Of Imperfections ❤

Fak Mai Laif

★Once Upon a Time★

★十一月★

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☆一緒にShoppingを行きませんか☆

★Silky Girl Lip Gloss★

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★ Novels ★

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❤ Till Bintulu Do Us Part ❤

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DIE While I Can!

Dear Princesses and Princes,

Illness

Yay

It's Grey In Colour Again

2010 Resolutions

New Target

Peace

Toughest Decision

RE: You know who you are.

Define F.R.I.E.N.D

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❤　ドミ　ちゃｎ　❤

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